Finally being here has been crazy.
I finally realized that we have a huge circle in our life. I just want to get past this damn circle. I love her no matter what. And I’m exhausted!!!!!!!!!!
I’m going to see her in less than two days.
I don’t want to face her and tell her what she DOESN’T want to hear. Especially since I can’t even tell her what she DOES want to hear…
FML; Fuck this shit; I have to do this.
Wish we could talk
…but you “can’t.” I know you want to be free, but it’s like you’ve stopped giving me any time. Whatever.
I’m really mad at you right now. I don’t know why though.
Are you honestly telling ME today was supposed to be perfect???
What the FUCK is your problem!? It’s times like these that I really don’t understand you… What the fuck, seriously!!!!
Today was supposed to be a happy day…
Today I felt highly unappreciated… all I do is try to support you and when I do it’s rare to get a thank you from you. Maybe I’m being weak, but it’s nice to feel appreciated once in a while. So for now I’ll keep going as if nothing happened hoping that in time you realize that the way I appreciate you, maybe you’ll appreciate me…